The Children Of The Night-Children Of Darkness

          The picture up above sums up most of the truth, because in this modern day and era there are people who are just plain afraid, or ignorant of anything different or more particularity dark or Gothic. They would usually think that it's evil and some type of cult of Satan Worship, and the truth is it is far from that. Although I wouldn't dismiss that there is some Satanists who are Goth, and by the same token there are some Christians who are Goth as well. It covers a much more wider and  border range than most think. For some it is just a fad and they are still finding themsleves, for some they are just simple mall Goths who are poseurs and not the real deal, for others a very serious lifestyle, but for others like myself it is a lifestyle but also deeper and could be seen as more of a spiritual concept (also being a Dark Pagan)  although I guess to some the main idea is why? Why do some people ask, why do they choose to follow anything dark because from most of mainstream society darkness equals evil, depressing,  or ungodly.They think everything of light is pure, Godly and wholesome when that is simply not the case.

            Just like there are most who choose to live a life surrounded by sunshine, there are those who choose to live a life and are naturally attracted towards the Darkness and mystery. We have a different interest from mainstream values that society adores so much. We are all different and some of us are very different and even more rare and exclusive to this little thing that we call life. Difference is what make the world goes around, especially art which we demonstrate in our own way. We may look spooky, scary, to most but yet we are not really out to harm anyone but of course approach us with caution and care because anyone will defend themselves if they feel truly  threatened.  Respect us and you wish to be respected because that is what it boils down to. So when we hear people talking down and speaking bad about us it shows their stupidity and how limited their outlook on life is. Regardless if you may be some type of high business type or some street type you shouldn't try to judge because there are  plenty of things that could be said about you and you're not perfect either.
         We are proud to be who we are and love what we love, and most importantly we are not afraid to to be ourselves in public or anywhere else. We are the weirdos. We wear dark makeup, demonia boots, listen to certain Goth or dark music etc. We are Children of the Night.   Some may say bad things and laugh but in actuality it takes a lot of strength to not truly give a damn about what the rest of society may think of you, a step that  many aren't willing to take. We accept the shadow in us and don't hide or submerge it for others pleasure . That isn't healthy to do so, because the hidden emotions,  suppressed thoughts because fear of ridicule needs to come out, because if not someone might explode. Last but not least it is just very healthy to be yourself period. A long time ago in my teen years people said I should be this way or that way because most people like that. I simply don't like what most people like, I didn't really like their little trends, their phony little popular groups,  the music, and so on. I was and still is a rebel and outcast. You cannot really put me down me because I am true to me and even though I was very familiar with their world (and I had a couple of normal friends because we shared some of the same views andI don't really like to turn my back on people,  because of who I am-more on this topic coming soon!!)  I just felt instead of being with Children of the Light I was among children of the Night.........Pretty soon I started to see behind the guise of it all some of them wasn't comfortable being who they were. That their values they held onto was nothing more than an illusion that was placed in their mind by the rest of the crowd. I guess I could say they were blinded by the light.

            Accepting and embracing the darkness is a wonderful thing, you will soon understand and get more out of the spectrum of life. Besides what is light without the darkness? For every sunny day their needs to also be gloomy days full of rain or snow. It naturally balances everything out. By feeling scared and repulsed by things of a darker nature because what some of the media, churches, family members have told you with the more you are truly limiting your mind. Embrace the Darkness and if not at least respect the Darkness.  Stay tuned for Part 2 coming soon!!! Blessed Be )0(

Letting Go

                     In my life I had quite a few up's and downs, though nothing would prepare me for my early adult years. Throughout my teenage years my eyes were opened and I no longer seen the world the same way ever again. I started to become more serious in almost everything I did. I was mostly to myself and didn't have a lot a friends, but always kept a close circle. It was until my early adult years when I started to get into myself much more and other people as well, understanding other thoughts that I have never even sought to look for when I a little younger. I started meeting people left and right, and it was fun. Some of them were ok and some of them wasn't, but it was ok I just keep things going and moving on towards people who were more like me. That was until I met this one person who I thought who were on the same page as me, we laughed and had fun over the phone, met each other etc. I inspired them to not give up and keep pursuing the dream they want to in life. They seen how I was and what I was about, and sometimes how wild I could get. Especially since I felt that I was getting older, I wanted to be around others who energetic and fun. Anyone who knows me, knows that I could get too serious at times so around this time I decided to lighten things up from the usual and enjoy life and say screw it.      
      My more Punk Rock FTW side was coming out.
Before the big things started to add on it was the little things that bothered me about this person, like they would judge certain things I'm into and I'm thinking why do you want to be around me then.. Just go,  but they would try to explain themselves in an intelligent way to make me think we could deal with certain differences and I thought we could. We connected when it came to conspiracies mostly and a few other things as well. In general I am more of a Horror/Goth/ Sci-fi  person and they were more into beauty and some sci-fi  type of things. Some things wasn't really appealing to me and vice versa from her. Different from me when it came to certain music, certain styles etc. Sort of an alternative person though she was more into the mainstream Beyonce, rap video stuff .  Not that I couldn't deal with other differences because I like difference myself,  but I said to myself and you like to judge others knowing what I'm about hmmmm? Red flags are starting to fly in the wind but I kept it to myself because I don't really like to judge.

         Anyways  I heard what this person went through in the past and I was very sympathetic towards them, but little did I know it would be a sort of downfall for me. I say that because I was always there for them though I didn't feel like at a crucial point in my life that they were there for me totally, maybe just a few times that is. I bought them things and spent hours with them sorting out certain plans not just messing around with them, though when I started to have my moments of stress, dealing with bad family members,  and going through certain things especially after I have experienced a death in my family, afterwards that's when I noticed things changed they started to show their true colors. Besides I've heard behind my back they were saying other things about me, and I knew they looked down upon me because at this point in my life I was going through everything and they couldn't relate at all. Why did they pick during those moments to start being a different way to me? Going through things will make a person change the mood a little bit but I didn't really lose who out on who I was, I regained my strength and became more powerful. However I sort of felt that this person was always jealous of me because in their own words they grew up on the real rough side of life (mostly because of their actions towards others now that I see)  Not that I didn't have my low times growing up but this person was in and out of foster homes, homeless, and as she got older things got worse. Now what would make this person switch up?? I had many gifts around me, a loving mother and father, certain good family members, lived in a great big house with many rooms, , many clothes, jewelry etc. so to them it appeared that I was rich, and in sense I didn't need much. I am grateful to have these things things but I didn't never really tried to make anyone feel low or unworthy. Even when I was younger I brought a homeless man of the street to give him a plate of food for thanksgiving. I have that type of heart. So still around this time life was less enjoyable now and not just because of her but the whole situation I was in. I knew at that moment even though they speak about a lot spiritual things-law of attraction etc they never practice what they preach, that they never understood how it is to have a close family member die, because they always were in a sense living on their own. So I guess in there eyes when it came to me I was like a goody too shoes and boyish with his family.
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           Seriously they couldn't keep up with me mentally.  I helped them from being suicidal at one point, and I was glad to see her come back from the brink of destruction. Then later I see that all they thought about was themselves and made it seem like the whole world was centered around them, and never really tried to see things wholeheartedly through another persons eyes. I was the one dealing with issues trying to reach out to them just to get mistreated in the end. So that is why they felt the wrath of true beast in the end because I just got tired of it this fakeness.  By analyzing this whole situation, from how she twisted the story and from what others have told me now I know tons of things of how she treated and used other people in the past, and how she keeps using that same sorry story to get others to feel sorry for her. It's too bad she just wouldn't change her selfish ways. However now many have found out the truth about this deceiver and exaggerator which I'm glad to know and hopefully more in due time more.

          So now in my life I am even more careful of whom I spend time with, because I see every one isn't worth it or worthy of my time. Plus sense I more of a secluded person when I DO consider someone my firend I truly mean that, yes I will become attached and I expect more not a false sense of friendship. After that I took some time off on people and started to have bad feelings of resentment, but now  I am better than ever and even more aware how some could be.  Do I regret meeting this person? In a sense perhaps , because I was enjoying my life a lot better before they walked into it. She seemed like an old nagging lady that is always miserable about everything, sometimes she was ok and fun and sometimes I felt brought around a bad vibe I didn't like, because of her jealous ways.  One thing I could say is I did try to help this person succeed regardless of what they may say to others or how they feel about me, but when I give chances then they choose to  bite the hands that feeds them it will only be a matter of time before they will feel my wraith. V''''V That is my policy for every and anyone who I consider a true friend and who is under my wing. Yes I'm the person who gave you a certain gift of joy and if needed I will take it back. That may seem like a bad point from me but I do not like fake people, tolerate betrayal, and I appreciate loyalty. I give people enough chances with me but I will be no one's tool. I treat others how I expect to be treated but when people complicate things and make themselves seem like the innocent one when they are far from it, people who just try to be in your business just to see if your failing I have to put my foot down. I am just a person who rather not deal with people like who chooses to live life being some type of rip off and fraud. So so long to the fake people and Hello to the real. Blessed Be )0( V'''V

11/11 11:11

Darkest Greetings!

Hello to all-Today/Tonight I would like to say Happy Veterans Day and that's not all but also Happy 11:11. That's right today is 11/11. As some of you may know that when you see 11 11 that those are very powerful numbers because it usually mean that you were given a key or sign from the Angels themselves to let you know you are headed in the right direction. Everything soon will become synchronized, as 11 11 shows up more in your life. So whether you are reading a book, riding out on the highway, using the computer, the numbers 11:11 will somehow grab your attention, and you will know that is more than a mere coincidence ( I always think it is more than a coincidence anyways.) It will be something that you almost can't avoid even if you try to because those numbers are meant for you and usually for you only. Others will also have their chance as well in their own time, when the time is just right.  Not only 11 11 but also other repetitive numbers such as 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, etc. You may wonder how will this change my life or how does this affect me? To answer that is to know how and in what form do you already see your life taking place and then to notice the changes as the times goes on. Here is a short video I have made on what is called Angel Numbers, because like many others I too have also seen these numbers and I've noticed how it played a big role in my development. So without further aideu here is the link Be sure to like and subscribe- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxqcfkpppUM

When our deceased loved ones visit

 

Whether one would like to deny it or not, our loved ones are still around and they are still watching and guiding us through the realm of the hereafter. Though these are some signs which are somewhat common to notice if they happen to be around you at that moment or time. 

Now first I must say I have witnessed this personally myself and I was glad at what I had discovered. So now I present to you the signs to notice when a loved one is around.

1.) Dreams- Dreams are very common when it comes to meeting with a loved one especially if they have just passed from this world into the astral plane. They  mostly seek to comfort you and tell you that everything is alright. I've noticed 9 times out of 10 the communication is usually non verbal and that is because spirits seek to speak to you telepathically. Though use this method to also reach out to them as well. You may be able to tell this isn't an ordinary dream because the whole feel is different than usual. 

2.) Physical Signs- Spirits have a way to interact with physical objects to some degree especially if it is radio's, tv, phones, electricity in general. Why you may ask? It's all about energy you could say. These things maybe easier for a Ghost to use because if the flow of energy that is being permitted. Then again there have been times Spirits are able to move things off shelves, knock things off walls, songs to send a message, and get your attention through other physical signs such as in my personal experience which dealt, pictures and with a licences  plate.  Certain signs that will be made for you and for those who also may have known them such as family or friends. Objects may appear and disappear within days, or sometimes you may feel something or someone sitting on your bed next to you. Sometimes even if you're lucky enough they will reach out and touch you. Now as much as I love horror movies and I am a big fan of Horror, I must say it won't be where they will scare the pants off of you or do nothing like they will show in the films. Now you may  come across something else that is and that is where you can feel this isn't your loved one but something else that is trying to invade. Quickly pray to whomever you pray to, stick to certain spiritual practices  ( I personally have something for anything that wishes to get out of line but that is another story for another time. Lets just say I am on the path of a Spiritual Warrior.) and wish this entity to be gone. Don't really get involved too much with Ouija Boards--- (I will speak on negative entities soon, though for now just know you are in good keeps and your loved ones is watching over you and protecting you from these things as well.) 

3.) Familiar Scent -  Another sign that I have witnessed personally was this very familiar scent that I knew the person would usually have around them. It came out like a burst of air while me and other loved ones where gathered at a table. No one else had that scent around them but then all of a sudden it there it was. Now whatever the person associated with in life it would usually be that same scent afterwards, it doesn't matter if it was sweet perfume, or food for that instance. We often know speak about the 5 physical sense but thankfully this was a time you could say you've picked up on your other spiritual senses. (I will speak more on psychic abilities sometime later btw. In truth we are all pick up on these things. It's just how psychic are we? Just thank your  beloved Aunt or etc for making that contact possible this time.  )

4.)  Hearing Voices-  Now this may get scary to some. Though you are on this website for a reason aren't you? Though fear not when it comes to your loved ones, they are meant to help and guide you through a higher form and means. It's ok they will are not there to harm you. Hearing voices is one of the main acknowledgments upon seeing a sign from your loved ones. It may be very brief and usually it is, because it may take them a lot of energy to speak to you in a form you've once heard them in. Sometimes it will be clear like they are standing next to you, and most likely they probably are. Sometimes it may be muffled or barley audible but you could have sworn it was them. No you are not crazy things like this happens much as the mainstream may disagree, but it's funny now more are opening up to this reality because they can no longer hide from the truth. 

5.) Apparitions -   Ok one of my favorite ones because this one is most visible. Now how they may appear is different to different people. You may see orbs, flashes of lights, when you take pictures you may see brief glimpses of Aunt or Uncle, and then there is the biggest of all some may say and that is the full body apparition.  This may be very scary to see because your mind can't interpret automatically how if someone that is suppose to be dead standing right before you . It just defies what most calls logic and reason. How could this be? There must be some type of explanation for this right? Yes, there is and you've just met your ghost face to face. To some they may only see an outline at first either because their spiritual sight isn't that strong, and or either the spirit doesn't have that much energy for you to see them in full. Though it is still a good experience and it may shock you for a little bit because seeing something like this will cause most to freeze right in there tracks even if it is someone you knew while they where living. Try to stay calm because once again they love you and are not here to harm, and sometimes these apparitions could be so physical it won't even look they tare even a ghost at all. In other words a person that you may comes across on the street may not be who you think they are. I heard many situations about how people where talking to someone who they though were alive only to receive  a call the next few days or get notified that the same person who they were speaking to died. YEARS AGO!!! 

These are some things to think about when it comes to spirits because in truth we never truly die and we are multi dimensional beings. I am in truth Spirit and I accept that I am truly Immortal, and like my motto says..Death is not the End, It's only the Beginning!!--Spiritus Leach.  Stay safe and enjoy. Blessed Be )0( 

The Afterlife

 

Sometimes in life we are troubled beyond belief when a loved one happens to pass away. The pain is tremendous and in some cases very traumatic. It really hurts to a nearest relative or friend and we are often left wondering what is next, where do we go from here, How do we continue on etc? Problems may be mounting up back and forth here in the physical because we are left with a thing that is called grief. We can't focus on things too well and the memory of our dearest loved one is still fresh on our minds.  Sometimes this can last very long and it is very stressful to deal with, because Death is a very hard pill to swallow. Now for some who maybe wondering what will become of their loved ones now or for those who may think that there is the end. I have news for you...IT ISN'T. One of my greatest messages to tell any and everyone is that Death is only a transformation. It is the transformation process and what we call The Death Angel is sometimes referred to as a PsychoPomp-which translates to a guide.  The Death Angel may come in various forms and it's main job is to assist those who just made their transition over to the otherside, The Death Angel is suppose to make that transition process a lot easier.  I will speak more about The Angel Of Death and it's role another time but at this moment I am speaking mainly of the existence of the afterlife.

                The afterlife has been a great topic for many ages and throughout many cultures and civilizations and in today's society we are once again understanding what the ancients once knew. We are understanding that even though we all have a destiny date with Death,  some know this isn't the end. No matter what religion you're into, no matter if you are an outsider or whatever. There is remarkable proof that we have experienced and not just in the mind this also have been external as well. I could say this because of my own experiences and such cases which involves OBE's (Out Of Body Experiences) and NDE's (Near Death Experiences). Those who very close in their fate having profound stories to tell of witnessing the doctors operating on them, some others witnessed people standing over their unconscious body and they have taken note of everything they have witnessed.  I personally had certain OBE's as well and if anything I have seen things much clearer while outside of my physical body. It was a very fascinating experience I must say.  Beyond this realm of the physical which is in turn not altogether the true reality but nothing more than what people like myself call the matrix.

             We have been told that this reality is real because things that we perceive which in turn is molecules moving at a certain rate of speed to make objects appear solid.  You see most are not getting the full picture.  The chair that you are sitting in, the desk at your table, and more is not what you think because if you stare at it long enough you will be able to see something very shocking. Those with the gift of true sight and have their third eye open can see beyond this physical world and perceive into outside of this matrix and onto our true home from where we came.  Even science have declared that energy (which we are)  can never be destroyed only converted, so what does this tells you?

We are infinite souls that are having a earthly experience. We will never truly cease to exist and be nothing and we are still conscious after the transformation, I would go on to even say more conscious  to better degree.  So understand when I speak the words of Death not being the End, but only the beginning. Think about that when you see your deceased family members show up either here in the physical or your dreams. It will be a sign of them usually comforting you telling or showing you that everything is alright.  They are better place were there are free to enjoy and explore.  It is another beginning and we will seek more pleasure especially by interacting and having more of an understanding about spiritual experiences while we are still here. Death is not the End, It is only the beginning. More to come soon in the meantime.  Enjoy yourselves and Blessed Be )0(  

Goths Against Trump

If you claim to be a Goth or Punk Rocker and voted for Trump or support him in anyway to me you don't know history and is lost, ignorant of what you truly are. We started from the middle class and nearly poor rebelling against the powers to be and we are the misfits of this good ol American way, whether you're Punk Rocker rebelling against the crooked laws, or a Goth being yourself a proud misfit accepting others who are different as well. Not going for a rich racist bigot, or etc..Trump represents everything we are suppose to be against IMO. I am for the underground and I am more of a Trad Goth/ Pagan Goth and not watered down commercialized or Mall Goth type. #GothsAgainstTrump #SPIRITUSTHEDARKPRINCE #GOTHS #GOTHIC #BLACKGOTH #NATIVEAMERICANGOTH #DIVERSITY

The Path of Darkness

To walk down the path of Darkness is for the seekers of the hidden, those who are knowledgeable mentally and spirituality as well as those feel attracted to a darker nature. For it is in all, though if you truly try to understand the darkness you will see that everything that is of a darker nature isn't evil, nor should it be something you should shudder or withdraw from.  Certainly there are many things which are and some may seem scary, monstrous, odd, or even evil. Though they are yet to be understood by conventional means or systems. I would go on even further note to say that the Darkness was here before Lucifer/Satan was even cast down from the Heavens for those who like to equate Satan with everything dark. The Great Spirit even created the Darkness and the Darkness is there for a reason. Some people like myself find peace in the night and in Darkness and if you truly seek it then many special and great wisdom will be bestowed upon thee, though if you choose to ignore it and follow the path of most (mainstream/sheep) then you will never truly understand and you will base everything on how others perceive things. In other words you will only see things from the surface or from a surface value point. The same will be said of the dabbler because if one may like or flirt with certain aspects of the dark you will only see it from a glance. Though there are many perspectives in total you will never understand the true depth or true meaning. 

                      It is important that if you wish to walk down The Path Of Darkness you will have to understand that it isn't easy and others will try to mock or make fun of you but that comes with the terrioty and it is expected. You are going through change mentally and soon spiritually along your path to something even greater than what you once were. Most will not understand your choice and don't understand why you  gave up who you once were in the past. Your outlook has changed and you are still going through a slow but sudden metamorphosis and for some this is a very turbulent time in their life. However the more you seek and more that is in your alignment will show you and teach you more. At this point you  now accept that things aren't always going to be pretty or shown in a what they call normal light, and you now accept the unknown or the mysterious side. In this matrix that we call life we have been taught by our families, educational and religious structures and foundations to fear the dark or everything that is black is evil though you see past the lies and now you have awakened to the truth! In Darkness their is great power.  So instead of point A, you choose point B, instead of left, you choose right, instead of day you choose night etc...You decided to break that mold that is held so highly in the normal tradition. To some similar to teenage rebellion but amplified and even better, because you are peering through the veil and you are standing with a greater cause.

                 It is nothing wrong with taking another route especially if it empowers you because you find the answer to many mysteries ( whether inside or outside organized religions.), you will find spiritual empowerment and even enlightenment/endarkenment by getting  in touch with the inner you that the rest of society tells you to cast away (The Shadow Self as some would call it) ,and to some they will find their very own salvation. Also speaking from self experience I take great pleasure in Darkness  and the unknown. I have mentioned here on my website and just about everywhere I am a Goth,  a proud Dark Ecletic Pagan, and Occultist. Walking down the path of darkness or simply taking the occult path varies in different degrees but all reach a commonality and that is to explore the shadow, whether it may out externally or internally. In the next couple of blogs I will explain more externally vs internally because in whole as within, as without, as so above , as so below. With time and patience it will make sense. So with that I say welcome to all Children  and Creatures Of The Night, to the Darklings and yes of course to all newcomers who wish to walk The Path Of Darkness. Blessed Be and Dark dwellings amongst you all )0(--Spiritus Leach "The Dark Prince"

Darkest Greetings all!

This is the month of October and now is the time of Samhain. I'm back be sure to go to this link and subsribe and like. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOUcG7fowCI

Darkest Greetings Everyone!

I am Spiritus "The Dark Prince" also known as Dark Angel Of Shadows.

This is my very first blog and I am pleased to have this platform to speak to you sharing my insights, and more. There are many things that I would love to speak about and express in the near future such as spirituality and art, so believe when I say there will be darker days and nights ahead. May all be well and Blessed Be )0(